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Dan, Peyton and I observed Cole's special day by sending up balloons and eating some cake in his honor. Peyton sang Happy Birthday to baby Cole. We miss him and cannot believe he would have been 6 already. Where does the time go. For pics see Peyton's site www.peytonnoellewebb.blogspot.com
The Power of $1
We've all witnessed what a single $1 can do if people are willing take a few minutes and mail it. Just think of all of the yellow bracelets that you see around - I hear Lance Armstrong raised more than a million for cancer research. I'm going to try to do the same :0) Ok -- maybe not a million, but heck what about $1,000 or $5,000 or even $10,000. I'm asking you to give a $1 -- not for a yellow bracelet or any bracelet at all but just for the knowledge that you will be helping families and kids living with SMA -- helping them get the proper equipment, medicine or other support that insurance may deny. Or maybe it will just be used to send the kids something to brighten up their day or even to help pay for some of the growing piles of medical bills. Or God Forbid, help the parents pay for the funeral expenses of the child they lost to this disease.
If you feel like you can spare your dollar -- here is what I am asking you to do:
1. Get your $1 (more if compelled)
2. Write SMA Hero Cole somewhere on a post-it attached to the dollar(or any other person who is living or has lived with SMA)
3. Put it in an envelope and send it to:
SMA Support Inc.
PO Box 6301
Kokomo, IN 46904-6301
and last but not least
4. Forward this email on to all of you family and friend. (or tell everyone you know)
Where is your money going?
SMA Support is an all-volunteer, non-profit, 501(c)(3) tax-exempt organization dedicated to providing information and support to family, friends, individuals and caregivers on all aspects regarding the devastating genetic disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy. You can learn more about SMA Support and SMA by going to www.smasupport.com
Thanks and God Bless!
Kristin Webb Daddy and I picked out your ornament tonight angel boy. We will hang it on your tree just like we do every year. We are not sure what we are going to do when you have too many for the memorial tree, I guess we'll just have to get a real one every year. Love you angel boy. Thank you for sending me someone special to talk to the other day. I hope you and Grant are having fun and laughing at your moms.
3 years ago my angel flew away from me. I know there will always be a hole in my life, a void that never seems to go away. Today was a hard day for dad and mom. We miss you so much. We cannot believe you would have been 5 years old. We know you are happy now, running and playing. Please stay close to us, keep sending us rainbows and watching close over your little sister. She is doing so much now, walking, talking, laughing. So many things we longed to see you do. We love you little man. We hate that you have to have an angelversary (as Marshall's grandma said to us yesterday). But since you have one, I hope that the celebration was huge. Love mom Congratulations to the Potters on their new blessed baby boy! We cannot wait to see the little guy!
Anders Matthew Charles Potter was born on 9/11/2007 A sad day. Cole's fish that he received from Auntie Michelle died today. Please don't get any ideas tho. We do not wish to have another one. It was sad tho, because otto lived longer than our little boy. Almost 3 years longer. Mommy and daddy miss you angel boy. I cannot believe you would have been a whole hand today. We miss you, more than you know. We set off 5 balloons for you in the cemetery yesterday and Grandma Webb brought German Chocolate cake to work (you dad's favorite) and set off balloons with Aunt Shannon, cousins mackenzie and Finn. Mommy was a bit melancholy today, and daddy was too I'm sure. But you little sister keeps us busy. I love you angel boy. Keep close . . . Until we meet again sweetheart. It's Father's day angel boy. I hope that you put a word in your daddy's ear and let him know how much you love him. We miss you so very much and although a piece of our heart is in heaven with you, it has been a good day here on earth with your little sis.
Love you sweetheart
Mom Although I don't post here very much anymore, it doesn't mean you are far from my thoughts or far from my heart, dear little angel. Your little sister is getting so big. She is headstrong and silly all at the same time. I miss you angel boy. Be good. keep watching out over Peyton and stay flying close to mommy. Love you sweetie. Today is our
anniversary and the new year. Welcome 2007. Another year without you little one. You mom and dad have been married 7 years. We have had wonderful times and some very tragic times in those years. One of the most wonderful and tragic combined was the day you were born and the day we had to say goodbye to you angel boy. We miss you, maybe even more now that your little sister is here. We miss not only that you are not here, but all the things you never did. We miss you holding your head. We miss you kicking your legs, we miss you screaming at the top of your lungs for attention. Your little sister is good at all these things. I hope you keep close to her for all her life. Lead her down the right path, help her to know what is right and help her to be a good girl. I love you angel boy. Happy new year sweet boy. Missing you baby boy.
Has it really been 2 years since you earned your wings? Your dad and I miss you ever day. We are so sad that you are not here to see your little sister, to aggravate her like only a big brother can. We know that you are in heaven running and playing, but it doesn't make it any less lonely for us here on earth. Has it really been 2 years since I looked into those big eyes, since I stroked your sweet cheek, since I kissed your stinky feet? It amazes me still how many lives one little boy has touched. How one little boy could do so much angel work in such a short time. How many things you taught us, without ever saying a word. You are my hero little boy. You were so patient, so loving and such an inspiration to so many. Now, you have your work cut out for you little one. Your sister is a pistol. Please continue to fly close by her and keep her safe. Whisper the words of wisdom to her and sing her soft angel songs. Thank you for choosing us little man for your parents. We love you and miss you, Mr. Cole, my angel boy. God speed . . . Sweet dreams. "Let brotherly love continue. Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares". (Hebrews 13:1-2) Cole's sister Peyton has a blog. Here is the addy.
http://peytonnoellewebb.blogspot.com/ Our Prayers have been answered. Peyton is healthy!
Baby Webb has arrived!!
Peyton Noelle Webb arrived Wednesday October 18th at 2:19 pm without a hitch!! 4 pushes and she was here! She weighed 8 pounds 13 oz and is 20 1/4 inches long. I had some scary complications after delivery but all is fine now. We are all home and doing well! Nine hours after she was born I had some hemorrhaging and they had to remove some clots. It was a painful procedure and after they got the bleeding to subside temporarily, they sent me to the OR where they removed a clot the size of a softball. We were very fortunate that I was awake when the bleeding started and had not already gone to sleep. My angel cole must have been looking out for us. It was difficult for Dan to watch and go through, but my parents came back up to the hospital at 1 am and sat there with him. Recovery has been just a little more challenging as far as pain, but we are feeling much better today.
Peyton is doing well. She seems strong and we love her so very much. We have decided to run the SMA test to confirm whether she is healthy. Please pray that we have only good news from this test.
We did have initial testing during the invitro before implantation, but the testing isn't 100% guarantee accurate, there is a 2% testing error and also the chance of human error. We were advised to do a cvs test at 12 weeks but we didn't, because we were scared of risking miscarraige or having to make decisions about what to do if she did have SMA, so we just decided to enjoy the pregnancy and wait until she was born. We were not going to test at all, but every day we wonder if she's ok. We ask questions like, "did cole kick this much?, did cole cry this loud? did Cole? did cole? did cole?"
So to end our doubt we are going to test her.
I know that the chance is small. We just pray that everything is ok for our girl.
Well angel boy, your little sister is scheduled to arrive in 9 days. The doctor is inducing us on Oct. 19th. YIKES!! Your dad and I are nervous, but know you will be flying close by.
Well, 27 official days till the due date and we are feeling enormous. I've caught a cold which is NOT fun when you are preggo. It's amazing how sensitive your gag reflex is when coughing. YEECH!!
My blood pressure isn't stable so my doctor ordered lighter duty a few weeks ago and pretty much bedrest yesterday. They are keeping a close eye on Peyton with the fetal monitor twice a week, but on Tuesday my pressure was 158/98 and yesterday 120/90. They want me to hit 37 weeks at least before they take her or longer if I can stay low numbers in pressure. 37 weeks if Friday the 13th!! Cole was born on a 13. It's always been a lucky number for us. He also turned 2 on friday the 13th, a birthday he was never supposed to hit.
So, for now I'm barking orders for Dan from the couch and limiting my activities to about 1 per day (picking up milk, throwing in a load of laundry, ect).
Keep us in your thoughts as we approach the home stretch.
Kristin Last night our family went to the 4th annual James Patrick Giroir Fundraiser for SMA. It was a great night (even tho mommy had to squeeze swollen feet into dress shoes). I am always impressed how many people they know and how successful they always are. Over 100,000 dollars to date they have raised to find a cure. At the silent auction we won a smocked christmas dress for Peyton and a beautiful yellow crocheted blanket. SO cute!!
4 years ago today SMA entered our lives. I don't think a day has gone by since that I have not thought or said that word. Amazing what devastation 3 little letters can bring to families who come in contact with it. On Friday we are going to the James Patrick Giroir benefit to help fight and find a cure for SMA. Too many little ones will join Cole this year and lose the fight. Look out for them baby Cole.
MOM Missing you today more than ever angel boy Angel Cole. Please take care of heaven's newest angel Matthew Paul Rauch. Show him the ropes and tell him to stay close to his mom and dad. Mom 4 years old. Can you believe it.
Dan and I could not make it to the cemetery today so we went to the next best thing. We drove out to the angel of hope children's memorial where Cole's brick is located. It was a sad moment for us as we talked about how tall he would have been and how cute he always was. He sure was a cutie! We miss him ever so much and as it nears that our littlest girl will arrive we just pray that he stays close to us and to her, guiding her and protecting her for the rest of her life.
We brought flowers and pictures and sent up balloons to heaven, 4, one for each year. 3 of them got stuck in the tree but the yellow one got loose as we were walking to the car. I hope he catches it!
Thank you all for remembering our little guy. Mr. Cole is having a great day I'm sure!
Kristin, Dan, Angel Cole and our littlest girl Peyton
Starting our 3rd trimester tomorrow!! Can our baby be only 3 months away?? We have tried to be patient, I'm afraid we are only half succeeding.
Today I saw my littlest nephew Alex. He is such a good baby boy! We did a lot of shopping and errands and lunch. Kohls was having a spectacular sale on little summer outfits. So little miss webbie, yet more clothes for your wardrobe!!
This weekend holds a lot of memories for us. 6 years ago today we brought home a little bundle of white fur named Loki. Who would have ever guessed what a big stink he'd turn out to be. Also 1 year ago today we moved into the new house in Wentzville. Can it already be a year away from the house our little Cole lived in? Can we really be 4 months away from our 2nd year without him? Memorial day weekend. Memorial day. Such a funny holiday. As if I would need a whole day put aside special just to remember you my angel. I still think about you every day. EVERY DAY. I was talking to your aunt mis today and I asked her if she thought it would always be so. There hasn't been a day that has gone by since you were born that I have not thought of you or said your name. I miss you so much angel. Tomorrow is Cinco de Mayo sweetie. I was looking at your cinco de mayo pics tonite and thinking how can it be so long ago that you left us. Love you angel. You sent daddy a dream last night. We love you too angel. We continue to work on painting you sister's nursery. It's a long process but it sure will be bright and colorful when we are done with it!! I hope that she likes Dr. Seuss!! I know that you are watching over mom and dad and new little sis too. I hope that you stay close to us. Mommy needs you angel. We saw your sister's heartbeat for the first time yesterday! We know that you are taking good care of her!
My friend Amy sent this to me today. She said it SCREAMED Cole .. . She's right....
The Brave Little Soul
By John Alessi
Not too long ago in Heaven there was a little soul who took wonder in observing the world. He especially enjoyed the love he saw there and often expressed this joy with God. One day however the little soul was sad, for on this day he saw suffering in the world. He approached God and sadly asked, “Why do bad things happen; why is there suffering in the world?”
God paused for a moment and replied, "Little soul, do not be sad, for the suffering you see, unlocks the love in people’s hearts.” The little soul was confused. “What do you mean,” he asked.” God replied, “Have you not noticed the goodness and love that is the offspring of that suffering? Look at how people come together, drop their differences and show their love and compassion for those who suffer. All their other motivations disappear and they become motivated by love alone.”
The little soul began to understand and listened attentively as God continued, “The suffering soul unlocks the love in people’s hearts much like the sun and the rain unlock the flower within the seed. I created everyone with endless love in their heart, but unfortunately most people keep it locked up and hardly share it with anyone. They are afraid to let their love shine freely, because they are afraid of being hurt. But a suffering soul unlocks that love. I tell you this - it is the greatest miracle of all. Many souls have bravely chosen to go into the world and suffer - to unlock this love – to create this miracle - for the good of all humanity."
Just then the little soul got a wonderful idea and could hardly contain himself. With his wings fluttering, bouncing up and down, the little soul excitedly replied, "I am brave; let me go! I would like to go into the world and suffer so that I can unlock the goodness and love in people’s hearts! I want to create that miracle!"
God smiled and said, "You are a brave soul I know, and thus I will grant your request. But even though you are very brave you will not be able to do this alone. I have known since the beginning of time that you would ask for this and so I have carefully selected many souls to care for you on your journey. Those souls will help you create your miracle; however they will also share in your suffering. Two of these souls are most special and will care for you, help you and suffer along with you, far beyond the others. They have already chosen a name for you.”
God and the brave little soul shared a smile, and then embraced. In parting, God said, “Do not forget little soul that I will be with you always. Although you have agreed to bear the pain, you will do so through my strength. And if the time should come when you feel that you have suffered enough, just say the word, think the thought, and you will be healed.”
Thus at that moment the brave little soul was born into the world, and through his suffering and God’s strength, he unlocked the goodness and love in people’s hearts. For so many people dropped their differences and came together to show their love. Priorities became properly aligned. People gave from their hearts. Those that were always too busy found time. Many began new spiritual journeys – some regained lost faith – many came back to God. Parents hugged their children tighter. Friends and family grew closer. Old friends got together and new friendships were made. Distant family reunited, and every family spent more time together. Everyone prayed. Peace and love reigned. Lives changed forever. It was good. The world was a better place. The miracle had happened. God was pleased.
Well sweetie, we went through boxes and boxes of your clothes this weekend. There are SO many of them that still have tags on them. It was very sad for your dad and I to see them, but it was also fun to remember what pictures we took of you in the different outfits. We could rememeber the times that you wore different ones because you didn't like clothes so much normally. You liked to be nakie boy.
Love you angel. Wish us luck on Friday. Hi Angel Boy.
Mommy's sitting down trying to think of ways to start your baby sister's scrapbook. It's bitter sweet for me because I know that I only made it to month 5 of the pregnancy of yours. I just couldn't bear to finish it. I think that I will start it the same way tho, with a calendar for each month of pregnancy, marking the milestones as his little miracle grows. I KNOW you are looking down on us and smiling. Your dad and I are SO happy. We couldn't resist buying little girly outfits today our our day off together. We're trying not to go wild with the spending tho. We are going to your Grammie Linhardt's this weekend and going through your things, to see what can double as girly. It will be hard I know. You have so many outfits with tags on them still. Stay close little man. Mommy needs you.
It's really early to tell you guys this but I can't wait anymore. Dan and I are 5 weeks and 4 days pregnant with a little girl. We are just so excited and nervous about the whole thing!! Thank you for sharing in our joy and say extra prayers for our little miracle. God Speed Little Man. Stay close. Thanks for the snow signs little one. Do your angel work sweetheart. You know what to do. I love you little man. Give us a sign and wish us luck! Mom Happy New Year angel boy. Mommy and daddy miss you little one. 2006... I cannot believe it. Your dad and I are celebrating 6 year anniversary today. We hate that you are not here with us to celebrate. 2006 ... a year of hope, a year of promise, a year of new dreams. Please help all our dreams come true. We love you little man. God speed.
Mommy Merry Christmas my sweet angel. I hope that you are all tucked in tight in your bed in the clouds. Tomorrow your dad and I must celebrate our 2nd Christmas without you. It's just not right little one. I hope that you have the BEST Christmas ever little one tomorrow. Send down a couple of those snow flakes you like to make. We love you sweetie ~~ Mom and dad One year, one month and 1 day ago your earned your wings little man. Will I ever stop counting the days without you. Christmas will be hard. I cannot imagine it will be as hard as last year, but quite honestly I don't remember much about last Christmas. I hope that you are having fun little one, making snowflakes and rollerblading down the streets of heaven. Watch over mom and dad and keep us safe. Watch over your newest little cousin, the newest Lewis....Love you angel.
God Speed Angel Piper.
May your big Brother Wayland and MR. Cole be there to welcome you.
How many times do I have to tell you darling Cole.... Car accidents are NOT funny!
and mommy has not even had her car back to perfect since the LAST accident a year ago even a week. We JUST replaced that bumper!! Help this process go smoothly little angel. Thank you for keeping us safe and not letting mommy and daddy get hurt.
Love you sweet angel. Lights of Love
Written by TCF Member Jacqueline Brown
For National Children's Memorial Day
Can you see our candles
Burning in the night?
Lights of love we send you
Rays of purest white
Children we remember
Though missing from our sight
In honor and remembrance
We light candles in the night
All across the big blue marble
Spinning out in space
Can you see the candles burning
From this human place?
Oh, angels gone before us
Who taught us perfect love
This night the world lights candles
That you may see them from above
Tonight the globe is lit by love
Of those who know great sorrow,
But as we remember our yesterdays
Let's light one candle for tomorrow
We will not forget,
And every year in deep December
On Earth we will light candles
As................we remember
Jacqueline Brown
Peace Valley TCF, New Britain PA
Hi baby boy.
Mommy and daddy brought you the BIGGEST Turkey balloon on Thursday. It even had dangly legs. You were always our turkey bird. We had a nice Thanksgiving. Lots of happenings. You already know that tho don't you little one. We are getting ready for Christmas. We are keeping busy decorating. Mommy is going just a little overboard this year. 3 trees to put up. I know, I know. . . but I've always loved Christmas. This year my Christmas theme is HOPE. I bought an ornament and hung it right in front of the tree right at the top. It's silver and says "HOPE" We hope for good things to come in 2006. Please be with us every step of the way angel boy. Can you see all the lights from up there. It must look like quite a site to see the whole town lit up from above. We love you sweetie. Kisses all the way up to heaven.~ Mommy
Hi guys.
It's been a very long day and I'm actually thankful to end it. I didn't sleep but a few hours last night. I started putting up the Christmas trees ( we are having 3 this year!!) in my efforts to boycott Thanksgiving. So, instead of eating everything in the fridge last night, I started decorating instead. I was sitting on the floor in a tangle of nonfunctioning twinklie lights at 11:30 and had no signs of throwing in the towel. When I finally did go to bed, thoughts drifted to heaven and I just couldn't get there. Paying for it today I'm afraid.
I heard the Kenney Chesney song on the radio today "Who you'd be today". I was at work. It was the first time I had actually heard the song being sang. I've read the lyrics, but never actually heard it. It took every last bit of my being not to go fleeing from the room in a weepy mess. But I put on my happy front and made it through the rest of the day.
I don't know what it still amazes me how many people that little bongo boy knew. I know that he's in a happy place now, maybe he'll send some snow our way. Dollars for Cole have already totaled $125 (per Laura report) not too bad guys!! That one dollar might make all the difference to a family in need.
I asked for a sign last night from him when I posted on his guest book. I received it. Our night time nurse Caroline called me tonite. She said that she needed our address because she found this Thanksgiving card that she wanted to send me. She was in the store and not even thinking about us or looking for anything for us at all. She asked how we were doing and I told her that today was obviously the hardest day. She DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT WAS HIS ANGEL DAY!! She said that when I told her it was today that she got the shivers, (as did I for that matter thinking that it must be much more than a coincidence).
Thanks angel boy for sending me what I needed tonite.
Keep daddy safe tonite on his way home from worky.
Mommy Sweet angel. One year ago you decided you had had enough. You flew away and took a piece of you dad and I with you little one. We miss you so much sweetheart that sometimes we just don't know what to do. I still think about you every day. I know that I probably shouldn't talk about you as much as I do, but I just cannot help it. Tonight I tried to stay as busy as I could. I started decorating for Christmas (instead of eating everything in the fridge). I've decided just to skip Thanksgiving all together and move right on to Christmas. It's hard to find things to be thankful for this year. Daddy thinks I've totally lost it, but we are having THREE trees this year. I think that I could fill a WHOLE tree with just your ornaments alone little one. You sure do have a lot of them. I hope that you are having fun today. It must be some party up there. If you have a spare minute away from all the fun, send your mom as little sign. I could really use it about now. Loving you baby boy ~Mommy Love you angel. Hi Sweet Angel. Did you send us that beautiful rainbow this morning? Is it a sign of good things to come? Your daddy doesn't believe in signs, but I do!! We have a doc appt. this morning. Be near sweet boy. Keep us safe and help to make things go smoothly. Missing you more and more as your angel day approaches.
Hi angel boy.
Your headstone was placed today. I've been waiting for this day for a long time now, to wonder what it would be like. It's like the chapter is finally closed now. Nothing more to come. It's been quite the emotional day around here. Grandma and Grandpa L. went out to see it today and they say it looks beautiful. Your dad and I are going to look for an angel to place there for you tomorrow and we are going to put it there hopefully Saturday. Mommy misses you little one. I hope you were there to welcome the 2 newest little SMA angels to heaven this week, little Alex and little Aiden. So many angels. Be sure to share your remote little one.
Mommy loves you.
Hello my sweet angel. Mommy misses you more and more as your angel day is less than a month away. How can it be less than a month away? Weren't you just here, cooing and smiling and making us play those veggie tales over and over? Wasn't that just yesterday? I know that I was not because my broken heart tells me it was a lifetime ago. Some days i think my heart will never stop hurting. Perhaps it never will. It has taken almost a year but I've started deleting emails from my inbox. I've started reading emails I received when you died. Each one makes me cry a little, but I'm still amazed of the hundreds of people who knew you. Mommy loves you angel. Keep us safe.
Welcome to the world little Michael Victor Bertetto. Your God Mommy will spoil you rotten little one. Angel Cole, watch over this little guy and keep him safe. We are so proud of the whole Bertetto Family. Love you guys!
Missing you angel. Help mommy stay on track.
Many prayers for the victims of Hurricane Katrina and their families. Sweet angel Cole, be with the people as they try to put their lives back together again.
3 years. Was it really 3 years ago that they put the most perfect little angel in my arms? You were so beautiful, so perfect. Mommy and daddy miss you little one. I hope that you had the biggest, best birthday party in heaven. We went out to your place today and saw that you already had some visitors before us. We miss you so very much sweetie. Please continue to watch over us and keep us safe little one. ~ Mom and dad Hi baby boykie. Mommy is thinking about you a lot tonite. I miss you honey, but I know you are always with me. Thank you for the rainbow you sent us on day 2 in our new house. I was like you were giving your blessing or something. Please watch over us and keep us safe. These entries are becoming more and more
sporadic. It's not because we are thinking of you less little one. I still think of you every day so many times it hurts. We are so busy around here. 10 days and we close on our new house. I still look at it and cannot believe that it will be ours in 10 days. YIKES!!
Mommy and daddy will hate to leave this house, especially your room, but we know that this change is for the best. Loving you little one. Send down some sparklers from Heaven on July 4th. That is the weekend of the big move. Missing you angel.
Mom Hey baby boykie. Mommy misses you. Thank you for the beautiful rainbow that you sent our way today. It was a beautiful sign from you after quite a big storm. We received an offer on our house today. Please be with us during this stressful time little one. Mommy and daddy need to feel you close. Loving you sweetie.
Mommy Tomorrow it will be six months angel since you earned your wings. Has it really been six months already? Some days it feels like 6 weeks, some days it feel like 6 years. I think about you every day. Please watch over us and keep us safe. Love you angel boy.
Mommy Hi sugar bear. Can mommy miss you any more than she does? I really don't think so. Daddy and I have been extremely busy, but it still doesn't take away the fact that we miss you so much it hurts. Today Bommarito is having their big Golf Tournament for FSMA. They are playing the video of you that Anne shot for the JPG fundraiser. I hope that you fly over and whisper in the people's ears and tell them to help find a cure. I miss you so much little one.
Hi Angel. Mommy is missing you more today than on most days. Even tho Mother's day is just a hallmark holiday, it's a reminder that I'm a mother without a baby. I hate that I cannot hug you and kiss you anymore. Daddy really doesn't know what to do when I have bad days like these, but the tears just come on and do not want to go away. I just wish I could have one more day with you. Hope you are having fun today. Love you angel. Godspeed. Sweet dreams. Mommy 5-5-05
Today is a special day. 5-5-05 only comes around once a lifetime. Do something special today.
Hi angel. You have another job to do. Welcome little Kaydence into heaven and show her the way. Remind her to send her mommy, daddy and new little brother signs that she is still near and remember to share your remote.
Love you angel, MOMMY Hi angel. Today you would have turned 32 months. I miss you so much my little man. We watched some of your old videos tonite at Aunt Shel's tonite. It made my heart hurt a little, but it was so wonderful to remember your smile and your eyes that go on for oceans. Hope you got the pink balloon we sent to you tonite. Remember to share.
Mommy Today is your Cousin Noah's 5th birthday. He had a party at "dada's work". After the party he and Katy sent his birthday balloons up to Angel Cole. Noah and Katy kept saying, "Cole, did you get them?" and then afterwards Noah said, "Cole, when you're done playing with them, send them back!"
Too Cute!! Happy big day buddy!
Hi angel boy. Happy 1st Easter in Heaven. Mommy and Daddy miss you so much it hurts. I hope that you had the BIGGEST BEST Easter Egg hunt EVER up there. I can imagine you skipping around on the clouds, finding all the hidden eggs in all the fluff. When mommy was a little girl we had snow on Easter a couple of times. Was it almost the same? But not quite so cold.
Biggest hugs all the way to heaven honey. We are getting the house ready to sell. It's a lot of work, but we know that it's the right thing to do. We moved your furniture into the purple room. It looks so out of place there. We realized that in our new house there would never be a room that we call "Cole's room" It makes my heart break to think about.
Love you angel. Stay close.
Mommy Hi angel boy. Mommy AND daddy both have terrible colds. Yucky ucky. I went to walmart to get medicine ( I chose 3 different kinds) and the lady at the counter wouldn't let me purchase all 3. Some stupid rule they have, even tho they all did different things for different symptoms. I broke down into tears, right there in walmart. Daddy sent me to the car while he looked for something we forgot and while I was sitting there, your song came on the radio. I have to admit it made me cry a little more, but it was nice to know that you were with me. After daddy arrived in the car I turned the radio down ( as I often do) and then turned it back up after about 10 min or so. When I turned it back up, the song that came on was "angels among us". I love you angel boy. I believe there are angels among us. Be with your mommy on Monday when she starts her new worky.
Sweet Angel Cole. Heaven gained another angel tonite, little Baby bear Jacob. I hope that you were there to welcome him to heaven and that you are running and jumping and playing like the giggly boys that you are. Watch over Ange and Alyssa now because their most difficult time is here. We love you baby Jacob. God speed sweet angel.
Hey Baby Cole. Your mom and dad are going to be God Parents! As you already know, mommy's best friend Michelle found out that they are expecting a little one!! Quite unexpected I might add. Mommy is SO excited. Angel boy, watch over this little life that's growing and keep it safe. Mommy loves you angel.
Hi Angel. Mommy and Daddy have been so busy in this month. I know that you have been with us in our decisions and we hope that you will continue to help us make the right ones. We have decided to build a new house and make a fresh start. It will be hard for us to leave this house, but it will also be good to have a fresh start. Our new house is in your "aunt" shel's neighborhood. It will be good to be so close to my best friend. Also, mommy is thinking of going back to work. I'm not sure if it's the right decision right now or not, but I think that I'm going to try if I get offered the position.
Keep close to mommy and daddy angel boy. We miss you honey and love you........... To love another person is to see the face of God. Happy Happy Birthday to our dear sweet Lindsey M!!!
We love you sweetie. Hope you had the best birthday yet! Hi baby. Thanks for keeping mommy safe yesterday. It was quite scary. That ice just came out of nowhere. I love your little signs, but honey, I wish you would have picked a different one than snow. Aunt Zan, Uncle Jus and Daddy regretted not having a camera on hand when mommy's car was in the CREEK!
Thank you for watching over me and keeping my car from flipping. Love you angel boy. Also, Please help mommy find what she needs to find. Thank you little man for opening the 2nd bloom on your orchid. It is so beautiful. Orchids for Cole. Hey little man. Thank you for the snow. It was beautiful, very wet and heavy. I went out shortly after they had cleared the roads and everything was so peaceful, just like a winter wonderland. It made me think of you. Snowflakes will always make me think of you little one. Mommy loves you angel. Coley, Mommy has lost something again. Can you help me find it angel boy? Love you and miss you.
Mommy Hello angel. Mommy misses you. Coley's Grampie was at the
cemetery today and someone left a wreath for Coley FULL OF VEGGIE TALES!! We don't know who it was, but THANK YOU for thinking of our angel.
Congratulations to the Potter family on the birth of their daughter on January 5,2005. We with them all the happiness in the world with this new little one. We love you guys.
Hi Angel. Today is your mom and dad's 5th anniversary. We went out to "aunt" Michelle's last night and had dinner and they whooped us at trival pursuit. We talked a lot about you and we miss you so very much. 5 years. We have changed so much in 5 years. The only thing I know is that I cannot imagine anyone else in my life.
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