Jordan's 2nd Birthday - August 9, 1999
It's hard to believe Jordan's been gone for 9 months. I wish I had some words of wisdom, something to share that has helped me survive these past 9 months without him. I
don't. You just learn to live with the pain, it becomes part of you. I try not to think of how things "should" have been, what he "should" be doing now, because that would mean God's plan for Jordan's life wasn't perfect. I try to think of him in Heaven,
doing all the things he couldn't do here. Yes, I miss him incredibly, I feel like part of me is missing. But I know he's better off where he is now, and it would be selfish of me to want him back here, where he suffered. Today we will celebrate his birth
and what we learned from him during his short stay here.
Happy Birthday, Jordan