Caleb Patrick Alexander
This is not for the faint of heart but just know there is no pain that can compare. Don't ever take a day with your children for granted, hold them and your families tight everyday.
My baby boy Caleb ... You hold
great meaning to us in many ways . The time I carried you I knew I
was having a boy before anyone else knew . It was the first thing I
told your father . I searched everyday for the perfect name ; I came
across " Claeb " of which means heart and you are big part of ours
as well as my soul...
just like your
brother and sister are . " Patrick " is the honour of your
grandfather whose steps I pray your are walking along with . "
Alexander " for of whom you are great . strong and powerful . The
day I said Caleb to your father , he said , just like the name of
superman that his father gave him in the start of the movie . I know
the hardest thing I have ever done is letting you go , holding you
in my arms wanting more than anything to hold on , in the end you
were handed to your father in you final breath his heart full of
sorrow , his arms full of strength and power . " Run baby boy run "
we set you free to the heavens , seas of grace and the honour you so
deserve . To look amongst us , always being a part of us . We are a
unit , " a family ". We love you and miss you . I am very grateful
to be your mother . The easiest thing I could do was love you , hold
you from the beginning to the end . Even though there was so much
unfairness of loosing you justice has been served to all those above
who are blessed by your beautiful soul . I hold forgiveness of all
you went through as anger holds no purpose . Caleb our son you are
surrounded in great depths of love by amazing people and a strong
family . You were surrounded in by amazing hands of life , honour
and the great minds that did everything they could for you . You had
a wonderful doctor who does so many good things for so many and
honoured the grace of your days . the RT 's and nurses who gave you
all respect. You have a father who is amazing , strong and my best
friend. You are loved my dear as today we say goodbye to the life
you placed on this earth . We are gathered to make peace and setting
your soul free , as your father said, " Run baby boy run " free from
here , free from all suffering . Watch over your brother and sister
, we love you , we hold you in our hearts. CALEB MEANS HEART, MY
HEART, ALL OUR HEARTS.
Heart to hand:
Our memories of Caleb