by Tracy Murray

Will these tears ever stop falling?
Will I ever be myself again?
Will these voiced in my head stop calling?
Will my heart once again mend?

Why is it so hard for me?
Why did it happen so soon?
Why cant I just let it me?
Why wont he turn 21 in June?

How could I cope with this?
How could I get on with life?
How could I be called lil' sis?
How could I? In mid of night?

What should I say to him?
What should I be wearing?
What? Will it be dim?
What will we still be sharing?

Is he happy now?
Is he with Gram for good?
Is he watching us with our heads at bow?
Is he finally Home? Home like he should?